That’s me. You don’t see me cause I don’t matter. That’s how I feel 100%. 

I am trying to go back to school. I am trying to find a new job. I am trying to make everyone happy. And I am invisible.

You will never see me because I will never be anything other than words. If that. I wish people would talk to me like they aren’t just talking to a wall. I feel worse than a wall right now.

At least the wall has no feelings and won’t know it. I know it. A wall doesn’t feel like it’s value. I know I have value. I wish I could just be a wall.